Friday, June 02, 2006 12:31 AM

you're gone. the day i had you, im so in love with you. sigh.. hais hais hais. been with me past few months, always been by my side. i nv thought u would be gone. i nv wanna let u go. ARGH MY NAVAL PIERCING!!
hais. have to let go cus that stud was too heavy or wad den nw skin too thin so the advice was to let it close n pierce AFTER 6 MONTHS! but if i dun let it close, sooner or later it wil drop itself cus skin rly too thin le. den will leave a scar. so i MUST let go de. walao. i will die by then. 6 months leh! DECEMBER leh. walao. wait for countdown isit. miss miss miss!! cried just now. lol. cus bu se de. but i laughed den tear abit cus Leen keep on make me laugh. i called Darling. he said wait for 6 months lor. actually before i go to e shop, he also gt ask me to let go. but i just dun wanna listen. argh i cant cant cant accept the fact leh. if 2 months still okay leh. sigh~~ if i could pick up 500$, i also wun be happy lor. but Chloe say if i pick up 80K neh, i say i wil cheer myself up le cus can go holiday liao lol.. sad. my lil belly stud was like my lover lor. i love it so much lol.. but of cus i love my Darling pipi more. haha.
was with pipi in the afternoon. till 7 i meet Leen. go town first den bugis. had my fav pasta for dinner. Leen say i v greedy.. cus i eat alot. haha. sigh.. i gonna cry myself to sleep tonight. den wake up with teary eyes. how sad!! =( hais i say so much also no use. cus gone means gone. must wait 6 months. it may seem fast but its a LONG time. i cant wait man! hais better dun ask me wad happen or why cus i will feel sad agn if i were to explain. hais so sad sad sad. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH somebody help me pls~~~